should i get livejournal or wordpress?
sad that this blog won't be hitting 20 posts. pathetic.
Monday, October 26, 2009
Saturday, October 24, 2009
to say that i'm disappointed would be a obscene understatement. you know, i never really understood why i forgave you the first time round, or even not to put up barricades against you. do you seriously think you're a psychologist, fit to pass of your own conclusions as fact? or some sort of United Nations peacekeeper? come on. UN is just shit.
to be brutally honest, i really don't see what *she* saw in you. other than your 'humour', which are often just built on tasteless personal attacks. you may criticise me but you don't realise that you're no better. i can just ignore this, which i will, but you're never hearing a word about my private life again. and don't think of getting involved in my problems. you're offering help? no thanks. filthy hypocrite.
to be brutally honest, i really don't see what *she* saw in you. other than your 'humour', which are often just built on tasteless personal attacks. you may criticise me but you don't realise that you're no better. i can just ignore this, which i will, but you're never hearing a word about my private life again. and don't think of getting involved in my problems. you're offering help? no thanks. filthy hypocrite.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
you said you cried over it
you said you had problems not thinking about it when you study
you accuse me of not wearing your shoes
yet how am i supposed to know all these if you hadn't come clean today?
you asked me if i had anything to say back to you
i said no
but deep down i have alot to say
so many things that i just can't put into words over the phone
my hands are trembling for no reason
i lost my appetite
now i'm sick with worry. literally
how is it possible that you can suffer more than me?
think about it
yes i know i've been abit selfish
never mind
odds are you won't be reading this anyway
you said you had problems not thinking about it when you study
you accuse me of not wearing your shoes
yet how am i supposed to know all these if you hadn't come clean today?
you asked me if i had anything to say back to you
i said no
but deep down i have alot to say
so many things that i just can't put into words over the phone
my hands are trembling for no reason
i lost my appetite
now i'm sick with worry. literally
how is it possible that you can suffer more than me?
think about it
yes i know i've been abit selfish
never mind
odds are you won't be reading this anyway
Monday, August 17, 2009
do you ever wonder what do your friends see and think of you when they arrive at your blog?
to investigate this, i came to my blog. which is here. upon arriving at this page,
i see a drawing that i would be proud of, given my obscene drawing abilities.
i see my tagboard, rather dead compared to its heydays, which isn't my fault, everyone's so busy nowadays.
i see whinings about my life.
i see less than 10 postings.
i see a ridiculous number of links.
all of which doesn't add up to the impression i would like?
okay, so i went to my old blog, which, incidentally, is still there, and should have more interesting stuff. not very true though.
okay okay this post sucks, and worsens the quality of my blog, which, is just about as likely as me getting straight As. i'm bored. so there.
moving on.
to investigate this, i came to my blog. which is here. upon arriving at this page,
i see a drawing that i would be proud of, given my obscene drawing abilities.
i see my tagboard, rather dead compared to its heydays, which isn't my fault, everyone's so busy nowadays.
i see whinings about my life.
i see less than 10 postings.
i see a ridiculous number of links.
all of which doesn't add up to the impression i would like?
okay, so i went to my old blog, which, incidentally, is still there, and should have more interesting stuff. not very true though.
okay okay this post sucks, and worsens the quality of my blog, which, is just about as likely as me getting straight As. i'm bored. so there.
moving on.
Friday, August 14, 2009
okay. so my CT results aren't that great after all, compared to others.
worryingly, 52% of physics students got A and i barely got a C. i passed maths and chem by a razor thin margin, and my econs and gp fell like crap. i seriously doubt i can even achieve the 'simple' target of AABB/A.
perhaps i should just quit whining and get on with the mugging. but it isn't easy to mug when half the questions you do are done by guessing and there seems to be no improvement after 13 hours of mugging. i should really SMASH my head against the wall for getting too involved in relationship stuff for the past 1.5 years.
maybe i have too much on my mind. like wondering to quit my chemistry tuition since it's becoming more of a chore every week. then again, i can just try keeping a cool head every time tuition comes around, no?
maybe it isn't so bad after all.
worryingly, 52% of physics students got A and i barely got a C. i passed maths and chem by a razor thin margin, and my econs and gp fell like crap. i seriously doubt i can even achieve the 'simple' target of AABB/A.
perhaps i should just quit whining and get on with the mugging. but it isn't easy to mug when half the questions you do are done by guessing and there seems to be no improvement after 13 hours of mugging. i should really SMASH my head against the wall for getting too involved in relationship stuff for the past 1.5 years.
maybe i have too much on my mind. like wondering to quit my chemistry tuition since it's becoming more of a chore every week. then again, i can just try keeping a cool head every time tuition comes around, no?
maybe it isn't so bad after all.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
been addicted to this song for the past 2 days, nearly went crazy with it constantly playing in my mind during lessons.
the lyrics are so nice! maybe it's because i can really relate to it? there's so many lins that i really like but there's just one line that i feel strongly about : "Just like we used to, just like we used to"
you know how sometimes you have a good friend with whom you will do all sorts of silly things together, create dumb inside jokes and when both of you go your separate ways (like going to different schools) he/she just becomes a stranger, just another face in your memory?
2 weeks ago, my p5 classmate posted our class photo on facebook, and it was only then that i realised how much i've fallen out of touch with my primary schoolmates. it's the same with my secondary sch ppl, ppl like andy growing more hair than ever, lol.
is it really all going to happen again this year? when we leave vj and can only look back on things we used to do? i mean, yeah it's happened already this year even before graduation and it's really painful, especially when the other party's so special but doesn't give two hoots about the relationship. bah, whatever.
the lyrics are so nice! maybe it's because i can really relate to it? there's so many lins that i really like but there's just one line that i feel strongly about : "Just like we used to, just like we used to"
you know how sometimes you have a good friend with whom you will do all sorts of silly things together, create dumb inside jokes and when both of you go your separate ways (like going to different schools) he/she just becomes a stranger, just another face in your memory?
2 weeks ago, my p5 classmate posted our class photo on facebook, and it was only then that i realised how much i've fallen out of touch with my primary schoolmates. it's the same with my secondary sch ppl, ppl like andy growing more hair than ever, lol.
is it really all going to happen again this year? when we leave vj and can only look back on things we used to do? i mean, yeah it's happened already this year even before graduation and it's really painful, especially when the other party's so special but doesn't give two hoots about the relationship. bah, whatever.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
OHHHHHHMAAAAIIIIGAAAAWWWDDDD